Desperate

this is about my sister

You told lies
I believed them thoroughly
All everyone saw was me dying inside
The mistakes I made were costly
I shut my eyes for the world to hear
I’m in the clear
And it’s here
That I’ll find my soul and set it free

(Bridge)
It’s my light
Shining through the dark
I caught myself when I fell too hard
It’s your ways
They just shake
My walls and then they tumble down
You’re too fake
I’m leaving before
Everyone believes your lies

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me

Save your words
They’re too much
And I realize that you run with swords
I restored my heart
It bled
I was destined for self destruction

(Bridge)
It’s my light
Shining through the dark
I caught myself when I fell too hard
It’s your ways
They just shake
My walls and then they tumble down
You’re too fake
I’m leaving before
Everyone believes your lies

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me

You lied
I cried
I hurt
You’re a flirt
It was my mistake
To trust you
I don’t need
I don’t’ want
I’m in shock
But I leave you

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me