Sunday, October 18, 2009

Remember When

This is about how things change over time.


Just picture it
It was that happy moment
Just capture it
A picture I painted behind my eyes
It was one I was willing to sacrifice
For you it fell between

(Chorus)
If you saw me now
A smile that’s nothing but a frown
I can’t tell the difference between up and down
It’s like light from the sun escapes me
But inside the rain invades me
If you could see me now

Just remember it
That chapter in your life
When you said “I love you”
Then you stabbed me with your knife
Just hold onto it
The crazy times when we were stubborn
And nothing was fair
I feel like everything’s been unborn
And what happened there?

(Chorus)
If you saw me now
A smile that’s nothing but a frown
I can’t tell the difference between up and down
It’s like light from the sun escapes me
But inside the rain invades me
If you could see me now


I will never hear you’re sorry
I was slapped and now I’m empty
There’s no hope for our goodbye
I cried it out again…
But remember when…

(Chorus)
The world was just a picture in a book
It all came down with every breath we took
The sky was the limit, but it ended there
Nothing in our life was fair
The butterflies inside our stomachs were so unreal
Sometimes it seemed like that that’s all I could feel
But then everything was over in late September
Is this how it is?
When the only thing I can remember
Is our last kiss
Now everything about us is what I miss
It’s what I miss

Just capture it
It was that happy moment
But remember when
You said you wouldn’t let me fall
Now I know you didn’t mean that at all…

Surrender

When the night won’t fall
And the sun won’t rise
And you see the best
As you close your eyes
When you cross your heart
And then hope to die
You say hello, but you mean goodbye
Nothing ever makes sense
When your heart is scrambled
And you’re a mess
I don’t know what to do
But I won’t try making sense of you

(Chorus)
So break now
Break to the surrender
And wake now
In the middle of November
And that’s when you’ll remember…
The cloudy days of no hope just despair
I thought everything through, and pulled you out of there
I’d try closing my eyes, but they’d still search for you
When your best is gone, and you’re trying to hold on
I’ll take you hand and say it’ll be okay
It’ll be okay

When the shadows fall
And the curtains rise
I’ll see the lights
And want you by my side
Nothing ever can compare
To the things we’ve done
And moments we’ve shared
But while nothing in this life seems pure
I promise you I’ll find a cure

(Chorus 2x)
So break now
Break to the surrender
And wake now
In the middle of November
And that’s when you’ll remember…
The cloudy days of no hope just despair
I thought everything through, and pulled you out of there
I’d try closing my eyes, but they’d still search for you
When your best is gone, and you’re trying to hold on
I’ll take you hand and say it’ll be okay
It’ll be okay

It Will Never End




He stood there staring at me
I stood there staring at nothing, but complete honesty
He walked away without looking back at me
I walked away looking at what has left me
He didn’t see what’s right in front of his eyes
I can see that everything is just so incomplete

(Chorus)
My sky is clearing
I’m falling into that place where it all began
And my heart starts beating…
There it goes again
This feeling happened so suddenly
So suddenly, I fell in love with you
It will never end

He crossed my path, laughing at what he finally saw
I can’t give up hope
Even though I’m not what he really wants
He sees only what he can see, but there is another side to me
I ran away hoping that we would see
That he would think…
Who’s that girl in front of me?

(Chorus)
I try closing my eyes
But they still search for you
My sky is clearing
I’m falling into that place where it all began
And my heart starts beating…
There it goes again
This feeling happened so suddenly
So suddenly, I fell in love with you
It will never end


I’m barely breathing as you finally looked at me
My heart’s beating a rhythm I’m not familiar with
You forgot to speak, and you looked weak
I let you go, because you still don’t see
What you mean to me

(Chorus)
I try closing my eyes
But they still search for you
My sky is clearing
I’m falling into that place where it all began
And my heart starts beating…
There it goes again
This feeling happened so suddenly
So suddenly, I fell in love with you
It will never end


With you, with you, with you, with you
It…will…never…end…

Say what you wanna say
Look away when you wanna look away
Talk to me when you wanna talk to me
But when the times right, you should know
That if I ever write a story of my life…
Don’t be surprise if your name appears a million times…

Honey, honey

Selfishness conquered me at my best
I gave up all my rest for you…
And only you
Showers of pain went down on us
I started them all
And now we’re crushed and blue
Do I care?
I gave you every secret about me
You never used them, you threw it all away
I won’t forgive that mistake

(Bridge)
So don’t waste my time
I told you everything
You didn’t use it
You cut and you bruised it
I gave my all
Not to let you fall

(Chorus)
Honey, honey
I showed you my ways
The way I smiled even when there was pain
So much I gained
Honey, honey
I pulled you up
Told you some lies, but who was I to blame?
You always pushed the real me away
Honey, honey
Damn I’m sorry
But it’s over, and no regret is inside me
I showed you what life is like
But you pushed me aside

Shattered now
I picked up your pieces and held them
But you lost it all anyway
Careful now, I’m fragile, but not broken
I tried so hard to forgive your damned emotion
But you still played that game
Where I can’t speak for what I feel inside
I feel I’m your lie

(Bridge)
So don’t waste my time
I told you everything
You didn’t use it
You cut and you bruised it
I gave my all
Not to let you fall


(Chorus)
Honey, honey
I showed you my ways
The way I smiled even when there was pain
So much I gained
Honey, honey
I pulled you up
Told you some lies, but who was I to blame?
You always pushed the real me away
Honey, honey
Damn I’m sorry
But it’s over, and no regret is inside me
I showed you what life is like
But you pushed me aside


So I’m gone now
I hope you figured out
What you’ve done
But I’ve moved on
And now you call for me
One, two, three
Now I’m with him
Never do those things again
Now I’m with him
Never do those things again

(Chorus)
Honey, honey
I showed you my ways
The way I smiled even when there was pain
So much I gained
Honey, honey
I pulled you up
Told you some lies, but who was I to blame?
You always pushed the real me away
Honey, honey
Damn I’m sorry
But it’s over, and no regret is inside me
I showed you what life is like
But you pushed me aside

Honey, honey, honey, honey…

Faster




I know these feelings from a long time ago
I could tell my story, but it would grow old
I used to be someone with her eyes open to the sky
But now they’re shut as these two worlds collide
One has always seen her fate
With that perfect smile, and diamond ring
She always listened when her angels sing
But now that’s over
And her song is over

(Chorus)
Thoughts were lost as I hit rock bottom
I gave up hope when I was lost
I went to ways on a one way street
Ran until there was no breath in me
You could only hear my heart beat
Faster, faster, faster
And I ran
Faster, faster, faster
So now one could catch up with me
And you still can’t hear me scream

And my heart bled as I said goodbye
To that sweet voice, and her soft blue eyes
I welcomed in my other side I don’t know
In her heart no angels glow
Just a big fake smile, and lyin’ eyes
I’ve turned into someone I don’t recognize
I hope it’s over
I hope that chapter’s over

(Chorus)
Thoughts were lost as I hit rock bottom
I gave up hope when I was lost
I went to ways on a one way street
Ran until there was no breath in me
You could only hear my heart beat
Faster, faster, faster
And I ran
Faster, faster, faster
So now one could catch up with me
And you still can’t hear me scream


I fall as my smile fades from my worn out face
I cry as I dance in the rain
I ran through that field of green
And I forgot that girl I used to be
That girl everyone else could see
Everyone but me
Now my stars shine as I say goodbye
To my hurtful ways, and no angels cry
Don’t be surprised at how far I can fall
The way I was, I didn’t mean that at all

(Chorus)
Thoughts were lost as I hit rock bottom
I gave up hope when I was lost
I went to ways on a one way street
Ran until there was no breath in me
You could only hear my heart beat
Faster, faster, faster
And I ran
Faster, faster, faster
So now one could catch up with me
And you still can’t hear me scream

Faster, faster, faster

Me and You

Darkness falls as my light dims out
No one can hear my screams or shouts
I don’t need your help
All I was asking for
Was a key to the door
Now I’ve tripped over my own mistakes
And crashed into this empty space

(Chorus)
My sun is setting
But blue skies is all that I can see
Pain won’t overthrow me
I’m burning down endlessly
I never meant to do those things to you
But my heart never speaks when I ask it to
I hope you’ll keep moving through
And forget about me and you

I reached a barrier
And I can’t stay within these walls
I won’t wait until darkness falls
I need to scream out to you
And show you that even though this door has closed
I’ve always loved you the most

(Chorus)
My sun is setting
But blue skies is all that I can see
Pain won’t overthrow me
I’m burning down endlessly
I never meant to do those things to you
But my heart never speaks when I ask it to
I hope you’ll keep moving through
And forget about me and you


You say my love is just a lie
Well, if it was would I really cry?
I seek attention to bleed
I don’t deserve for you to be on one knee
Now that everything I have is shot
You don’t know what you have until it’s gone

(Chorus)
My sun is rising
And blue skies follow me
I need to break my barrier and be free
I break down hopelessly
I didn’t mean to do those things to you
My heart always breaks when I don’t want it to
I hope we keep moving through
Before it’s too late for me and you
Me and you
Me and you

Back To Us

I’m saying things that will never mean a thing to you
Running through the rain screamin’, “he won’t come back again”
I guess I wasted time on you
I’m crawling over the wet pavement
Taking back things that I never meant
And now I’m watching you walk away

(Chorus)
I’m crying on the sunny days
And running through the rain on the dreary days
Laughing cuz I see the other side
Of the truth
That love will come back to us
Back to us

Now I’m running up your driveway
Pausing to dry my eyes
I should be going my way
But letting you go is somethin’ I can’t choose
Something’s aren’t made to loose

(Chorus)
I’m crying on the sunny days
And running through the rain on the dreary days
Laughing cuz I see the other side
Of the truth
That love will come back to us
Back to us

You open the door and say hello
We start walking up the highway
You take my hand and let it go
You said, “there’s something you should know…”
“I just can’t let you go”

I was crawling on the pavement
Taking back things I never meant
I had to watch you walk away

(Chorus)
I’m crying on the sunny days
And running through the rain on the dreary days
Laughing cuz I see the other side
Of the truth
That love will come back to us
Back to us
Oh, back to us

Sunday Night

Monday night you said you’d leave me
Tuesday you came back to haunt me
Wednesday you pushed me around
Thursday I fell on the ground
Friday you pulled at my heart
Saturday everything fell apart

(Bridge)
Then Sunday night
I turned up my music as not to hear the rocks hitting my window
I knew you were gunna lose it
Now you’re out of control

(Chorus)
I look outside of my window
The bright lights of my eyes
Shine through the smoke
You cast over us
It just fogs up my life
These last words we spoke
Made me want to die and choke
So you should just say goodnight
And turn off the lights

Monday night you promised you’d be here
Past all the songs you know I wrote about you
Tuesday night you promised you’d catch all my tears
Well you left me there
Wednesday night you cut my heart
I shouldn’t have left it in your care
Then two days later
Saturday night I opened my eyes
And saw the moves you were making
Well you left me here

(Bridge)
Then Sunday night
I turned up my music as not to hear the rocks hitting my window
I knew you were gunna lose it
Now you’re out of control

(Chorus)
I look outside of my window
The bright lights of my eyes
Shine through the smoke
You cast over us
It just fogs up my life
These last words we spoke
Made me want to die and choke
So you should just say goodnight
And turn off the lights

You made me breathe a little quicker
Fall a little faster
Make my heart melt away
You make me think a little slower
But now this is our closure
Watch my smile fade away
Watch my smile fade away

(Chorus)
I look outside of my window
The bright lights of my eyes
Shine through the smoke
You cast over us
It just fogs up my life
These last words we spoke
Made me want to die and choke
So you should just say goodnight
And turn off the lights

I turned up my music
As not to hear
The rocks hitting my window

Blind

This is about how most guys dont give me a chance..and i swear one day they'll see..


Someday you’ll see everything and wonder how you
Missed it
Someday you’ll wish you would have known that girl you never knew
Existed
Someday you’ll see those things like me
And wonder how you missed them

So fasten your seatbelt
And enjoy the ride
I’ll take you back to the memories
The book you didn’t have time to bind
My tears for you could have filled the seas
The way you think has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The way I feel has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The fool you are has made you blind

Someday you’ll see my eyes and wonder they’re lit
Someday you’ll wish you would have taken the chance
While you had it
I knew you’d see the one that’s me
And wonder how you missed it



So fasten your seatbelt
And enjoy the ride
I’ll take you back to the memories
The book you didn’t have time to bind
My tears for you could have filled the seas
The way you think has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The way I feel has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The fool you are has made you blind


This story that you’ve started to write
Should have had me in it
But now I’ve earned my right to tell you
To shut and bind it
It’s over now
I’ll come and take my crown…

So fasten your seatbelt
And enjoy the ride
I’ll take you back to the memories
The book you didn’t have time to bind
My tears for you could have filled the seas
The way you think has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The way I feel has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The fool you are has made you blind
The way you think has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The way I feel has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind
The fool you are has made you blind
Blind, blind, blind

Someday you’ll wish you would have known me
The girl you never knew existed

Desperate

this is about my sister

You told lies
I believed them thoroughly
All everyone saw was me dying inside
The mistakes I made were costly
I shut my eyes for the world to hear
I’m in the clear
And it’s here
That I’ll find my soul and set it free

(Bridge)
It’s my light
Shining through the dark
I caught myself when I fell too hard
It’s your ways
They just shake
My walls and then they tumble down
You’re too fake
I’m leaving before
Everyone believes your lies

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me

Save your words
They’re too much
And I realize that you run with swords
I restored my heart
It bled
I was destined for self destruction

(Bridge)
It’s my light
Shining through the dark
I caught myself when I fell too hard
It’s your ways
They just shake
My walls and then they tumble down
You’re too fake
I’m leaving before
Everyone believes your lies

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me

You lied
I cried
I hurt
You’re a flirt
It was my mistake
To trust you
I don’t need
I don’t’ want
I’m in shock
But I leave you

(Chorus)
I’m in desperation
To find the place you call your own
My own frustration
Caused me too see the other side
And I’m blessed, I confess
Thanks too you I would not see
What I have, is so rare
And your own life could not compare
To my eyes, yeah they cried
But they’re strong enough to see you through
Now goodbye, and farewell
I hope you find what you can’t do so well for me

Believe

She smiled when no one else knew her secret
What was coming was the biggest surprise
She fell asleep and in her dreams
She found a reason always to cry
When she woke up her sheets were soaked
With the reasons why she can’t face her life
She had to go on with her day
The knife in her hand
Praying for a second chance
That never came

(Bridge)
Her heart was opened wide
Always smiling when it wasn’t in her eyes
That she was alright
They turned her away
That was their mistake
She had to runaway
And hold on
Keep holding on

(Chorus)
Everyday for her is a day she cant forget
Full of lies, full of tears, full of words she never said
She can’t find a reason
To believe in
Herself when all they ever said
Is your not worth it, and we wont miss you
So don’t come back again
Don’t come back again
She wants to fall away far
And forgive her broken heart
Fall away far

Her own voice was a secret message
Blinking in disguise
She never listened, never listened
To her own advice
Their words hit her, and she fell on her knees
Always hoping
Never opening
Her eyes to face the dark
That surrounds her this day
Soon she’ll drift away

(Bridge)
Her heart was opened wide
Always smiling when it wasn’t in her eyes
That she was alright
They turned her away
That was their mistake
She had to runaway
And hold on
Keep holding on

(Chorus)
Everyday for her is a day she cant forget
Full of lies, full of tears, full of words she never said
She can’t find a reason
To believe in
Herself when all they ever said
Is your not worth it, and we wont miss you
So don’t come back again
Don’t come back again
She wants to fall away far
And forgive her broken heart
Fall away far

That night the rain pelted her window
And she found out how to let go
It was all kept inside
She pulled the covers over her head trying to hide
But still she prayed it would be alright
Invisible, she felt to the world
They couldn’t hear me say
I’m done
Now it’s time to pay

It took me sometime
But I’m gunna be alright
I kept holding on, oh holding on

(Chorus)
Everyday for me was the day I can’t forget
Full of lies, full of tears, full of words I never said
I couldn’t find a reason to believe in
Myself when all they ever said
Is your not worth it, and we won’t miss you
So don’t come back again
I won’t come back again
I fell away far
And forgave my broken heart
Fall away far
I came back for a new start
I came back for a new start
They can’t hurt my heart
I came back for a new start

Drowning

I wanna keep moving
I can’t ever stop
When I hit that red light
I have to pass it up
I wanna go home
To my place no one else knows
I wanna put on my faded blue jeans
And take off the stuff everyone else sees
I’m going my way
Cuz I’m sick of going yours

(Bridge)
It’s like dancing in the raind
Or flying through the sky
Falling in love is just a waste of my time

(Chorus)
The moon shines on the water of my life
I see a reflection, but I know it can’t be mine
When I cry tears like rain
The loss of someone I love still doesn’t go away
Pools of blood, flooding my heart
I’m drowning in my own tears
My own words
My own fears
It’s like broken glass skipping through my faded past
It’s like here and now
Or now or never
So save me before I drown

The breeze is pulling over me
My blue eyes look like stained glass
Painted over a thousand times
And a thousand miles I’d fly
If I hadn’t gotten caught up in time
How did I get over here?
The window of my life is fogging up
Yet I do not realize
How you loved me so much
I can’t help but to smile
When I was always in denial

(Chorus)
The moon shines on the water of my life
I see a reflection, but I know it can’t be mine
When I cry tears like rain
The loss of someone I love still doesn’t go away
Pools of blood, flooding my heart
I’m drowning in my own tears
My own words
My own fears
It’s like broken glass skipping through my faded past
It’s like here and now
Or now or never
So save me before I drown

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry
I’m drowning, I’m drowning
I’m drowing…

Only You

How could you hurt me so much?
When I don’t even know who I am
And it’ getting harder to stand
Searching for everything that I am
For things untold
Your ways are getting old
But I need to move on

(Chorus)
A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that’s why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch you pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
In this dark hole that never ends

I’m lucky I’m here
Cuz every night I wake up in fear
My dreams are made up by seams
You’re holding them together
But I still can’t seem to conquer
What seems impossible
My tears are falling into this glass bowl
I’ve left everything I am behind
That’s what I wish I could find

(Chorus)
A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that’s why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch you pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
In this dark hole that never ends

Only you
Could piece me back together
Everyone else can try
But they won’t get to me as you might
If you really tried
But you have her
So you’re just fine

(Chorus 2x)
A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that’s why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch you pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
In this dark hole that never ends

How could you hurt me so much?
When I don’t even know who I am

These Walls

this is the first song i ever wrote

Here is my face
All sad and worn out from the pain
There is my heart
Torn apart and broken from your hate
Now I’m trying to stand up and say
I can’t take the pain away

(Chorus)
These walls
Is all that keeps me in
Breaking from my pounds
On them again and again
That always turns me around
I’m sad
And I’m mad
These walls will just have to keep me here for now

Here is my voice
Trying to sing you away

There are my eyes
Full of tears that I can’t cry
Now I’m trying to
Stand up and say
Only I can take the pain away

(Chorus)
These walls
Is all that keeps me in
Breaking from my pounds
On them again and again
That always turns me around
I’m sad
And I’m mad
These walls will just have to keep me here for now

Now I’m taken by surprise
My heart will have to heal by time
Your voice is my devise
I’ll follow you
I’ll follow you

(Chorus 2x)

Broken

I know I’m not that far
But I want to know where you are
I’ve walked alone for many miles
I’m dividing my thoughts so they can make sense
So come one now
This heart can’t take anymore reasons why you don’t care

(Chorus)
I cried about you
I regret that I did
“Oh what did I do?”
Is the question you always asked
I’m broken and there’s nothing you can do
So why did I waste my time for you?

I was on the edge of breaking down
Why did I do that for you?
I wish you would see
All the pain you put me through
But yet my thoughts come back to you everyday

(Chorus)
I cried about you
I regret that I did
“Oh what did I do?”
Is the question you always asked
I’m broken and there’s nothing you can do
So why did I waste my time for you?

I’m falling apart
Oh, I’m falling apart
Open your eyes
To see me cry
And see that I’m broken for you
I’m dying for you

(Chorus 2x)
I cried about you
I regret that I did
“Oh what did I do?”
Is the question you always asked
I’m broken and there’s nothing you can do
So why did I waste my time for you?

Goodbye

We were so good together
Forever
I thought that you would be here and never
Go
You told me that you couldn’t be mine
So you told me goodbye

(Chorus)
Take my heart away
So there will be no pain
Push away the words that I denied that you did say
Cuz he doesn’t know that I hurt inside
And what he said to me was our final goodbye

They couldn’t help but to notice the way you made me smile
My friends always told me
That you loved me deeply
I can’t take it any longer

(Chorus)
Take my heart away
So there will be no pain
Push away the words that I denied that you did say
Cuz he doesn’t know that I hurt inside
And what he said to me was our final goodbye

We used to be so perfect
I would think
But we
Now can see
That we
Aren’t meant to be
So I’ll walk away from you now
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
(Chorus)
So I’ll take away your heart
So I can rip it in two
I’ll push away the thoughts
I ever thought of you
Cuz you didn’t know that I was hurting inside
And now that I’m fine
You can see all that you put me through
And that will be my final goodbye

Take Flight

She was walking in the rain on a Friday night
Wondering what to do with her life
She wants to forget all the tears she’s cried
And the things everyone did that just about made her die
Her eyes are fading
Her heart is breaking
And her voice is shaking
She wants to lose herself with you

(Chorus)
They don’t know you like they should
He wants you more than he even knows
The shadows of what you were
Never left your side
Now find your place and dance in the rain
It’s the only chance you’ll get
Before your light is taken up
Your time is almost up
He’ll miss you
Honey he’ll miss you
You are his everything
If only you knew

She was looking in his eyes as he said goodbye
She’s learning how to fly
Teardrops hit the pavement and blend in with the rain
The only thing that is felt is pain
But there was so much they tried to gain

(Chorus)
They don’t know you like they should
He wants you more than he even knows
The shadows of what you were
Never left your side
Now find your place and dance in the rain
It’s the only chance you’ll get
Before your light is taken up
Your time is almost up
He’ll miss you
Honey he’ll miss you
You are his everything
If only you knew

So fly honey fly
Don’t cry honey don’t cry
It’ll be alright
It’ll be alright
Just take flight
Oh, oh take flight
He won’t forget you
He won’t forget you

The Game

I went so far and now I’m stopping
There’s a hold up in my heart
And now I’m crashing
I fell so hard for him
I can’t play this way again
It’s like a game that I kept playing
I never gave in
And now I’m shaking
I cry each night
Cuz I gave up the fight

(Chorus)
I know
I know
It’s hard to face the world with a shattered heart
Standing open never closing
Letting them in and now its hurting
I know its been so long
Since I could be so strong
I know
I know
My mind is turning
Running away
His face is blurring
He broke my heart
And that’s why I fell so hard
I fell so hard

Playing the cards
The game kept going
Never showing myself
Somehow I’m knowing now
My words they are so strong
And he, he was so wrong

(Chorus)
I know
I know
It’s hard to face the world with a shattered heart
Standing open never closing
Letting them in and now it’s hurting
I know it’s been so long
Since I could be so strong
I know
I know
My mind is turning
Running away
His face is blurring
He broke my heart
And that’s why I fell so hard
I fell so hard


I know
I know
The world keeps turning
Every new day is a new beginning
I know
I know
My game should be ending
But it’s so hard when I’m always defending him
But now I’m playing with hearts again

(Chorus)
I know
I know
It’s hard to face the world with a shattered heart
Standing open never closing
Letting them in and now it’s hurting
I know it’s been so long
Since I could be so strong
I know
I know
My mind is turning
Running away
His face is blurring
He broke my heart
And that’s why I fell so hard
I fell so hard

I keep playing the game I try to win
But winnings no option
When I’m falling again
I’m falling again

I'll Prove You Wrong

I wake up in the morning
Put on the makeup that I try so hard to cover my lines
The lines from the previous night
The lines I drew in my face to show I’m not right
And you traded me in for someone that’s not your type
What’s wrong with me?
You’ll remember that first kiss
And you’ll come back to me eventually
But for now just realize you’re making your own mistake

(Chorus)
I’d hesitate in calling you with butterflies inside
Missing you in the summer sun
I feared everyday when it begun
Cuz I would not see you
But then you called me
And said “hey, we’re not meant to be,”
I still hope to prove you wrong
Oh, I’ll prove you wrong

I notice you everyday
Walking with her yah know she’s fake
I see her other side
Now it’s too late
I hope you know you made a big mistake
But life goes on
And I’m still missing you
I always smile but it’s nothing true
My heart is gone
You’ll remember the nights when we were awake
Talking on the phone till it got late
And there was nothing left to say
You’ll come back to me eventually
But for now
Just realize you’re making your own mistake

(Chorus)
I remember my butterflies
The way my heart leapt when I saw you smile
Your hugs were the best embrace
I remember the summer sun
You never got tan even though I was
I remember everyday without you there
Every moment could not compare
To when I saw you again

I remember the night you broke my heart
I looked up and I saw no stars
Everything was dark
All cuz you
All cuz you broke my heart

Your Light

You’re holding onto things that can’t be seen
You never go even when the light turns green
But yet nothing can hold you back
We were both on different paths when we met
Searching for a meaning in this shallow life we led
No one else saw in you what I did
That day
I won’t let you slip away

(Pre-Chorus)
I’ll pull you out of your last words
You should take my hand cuz you’ll hang on
Nothing can take me away

(Chorus)
Nothing in this world can tear us apart
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark
No one in this world can take me away
From you
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark

You’re going around from place to place
Person to person
Never knowing which one you can trust
When you found me
You saw some different things no one else could see
We pulled each other out of our misery

(Pre-Chorus)
I’ll pull you out of your last words
You should take my hand cuz you’ll hang on
Nothing can take me away

(Chorus)
Nothing in this world can tear us apart
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark
No one in this world can take me away
From you
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark

I wouldn’t dodge in front of a gun for them
Just for you
They can say and do whatever they want to
I’ll always see you through
I saw a different light inside of you

(Chorus)
Nothing in this world can tear us apart
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark
No one in this world can take me away
From you
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark
I’ll be your light when you’re in the dark

Chance

Everyday I wonder why
Why things go bad every time I try
Try to get close
And others push me away
My life just works that way
Fall in love and only the pain stays
My life just works that way
Everyday I wonder
Wonder why they say everything happens for a reason
Well what’s the reason?
I never know cuz my life just works that way

(Chorus)
Tell me
Tell me why time flies by
Show me
Show me all the reasons to cry
Let me
Let me just walk away sad
I know
I know that you don’t care
But all I ask is for a chance

Every time I try
Try to fly I fall so far down
My life just works that way
You can’t turn away from me again
Cuz everything has fallen apart
And is shaken up by the pain

(Chorus)
Tell me
Tell me why time flies by
Show me
Show me all the reasons to cry
Let me
Let me just walk away sad
I know
I know that you don’t care
But all I ask is for a chance

So don’t cry
So don’t lie
So just try
Try to runaway
Try to flyaway
Try to hide away

(Chorus)
Tell me
Tell me why time flies by
Show me
Show me all the reasons to cry
Let me
Let me just walk away sad
I know
I know that you don’t care
But all I ask is for a chance

You’re never gunna give me my chance

Hurt's Even More

Reaching out
Your words hit me like broken glass
Holding on
Your feelings are making me lose my grip
All confused
I need to know what to do


(Chorus)
I’m going down slowly
But quicker than before
Starting to believe what others say
Hurts even more
I’m losing myself less
But a lot more than before
Starting to believe that not being myself
Hurts even more


Feeling shattered
I try to pick up all the pieces
That have broken off
Shrinking down
I’ve learned that I’m just not tough enough

(Chorus)
I’m going down slowly
But quicker than before
Starting to believe what others say
Hurts even more
I’m losing myself less
But a lot more than before
Starting to believe that not being myself
Hurts even more

I feel like I’m falling down a mountain
Or jumping in the ocean
Never a breath of good things
Never a trace of bad
So many different things
How do I know which on will make me that
One who
Is not on her knees
The one who
Everyone sees
The one who
Could give you her love that’s as big as her dreams
That one is not me


(Chorus)
I’m going down slowly
But quicker than before
Starting to believe what others say
Hurts even more
I’m losing myself less
But a lot more than before
Starting to believe that not being myself
Hurts even more

Everything’s starting to hurt even more

My Mistake

I was twisting up inside
Cuz I knew I couldn’t hide
From you
I always had to be by your side
I was playing the fool
Following you was the worst thing I could do

(chorus)
It was my mistake that I followed you down that path
I now know I shouldn’t have done that
You stabbed me in the back
And it was my worst mistake

You would pull me in
Till I got close enough to your trap
Then you’d snap
Till there was nothing left of my dignity
You brought me down so low
That it’s hard to breath down here
And following you was the worst thing I could do

(Chorus)
It was my mistake that I followed you down that path
I now know I shouldn’t have done that
You stabbed me in the back
And it was my worst mistake

I can’t take your ways any longer
I’m gunna break this string that’s kept me connected to you for so long
I’m just gunna fly away
And be on my way
So you know how it feels to be all alone

(Chorus 2x)
It was my mistake that I followed you down that path
I now know I shouldn’t have done that
You stabbed me in the back
And it was my worst mistake